Two Year Old

Ever admit that some days, you just don't wanna tame that two-year old and let the tantrums just roll?

Sometimes in life you find yourself in a stage, phase, where no matter what, no matter who, no matter where your heels are kicked up in the air

and you just keep sayin NO, NO, NO or even WORSE everything, everyone,everywhere you keep hearing NO No No.......

Do you try and justify, ever try and find a good excuse and suddenly YOU HAVE More THAN ENOUGH!!!

Do you try and deny it gritting your teeth through that pasted on smile hoping all the while people will not notice?

Do you pacify with "stuff" to numb down your sensations and put your head in the sand, keep on keep'in on?

Do you look for the silver lining of something calling your attention or a reason for everything mentality?

Do you curl up with a good book and escape to another world, or sleep into a new reality?

What is your Coping strategy? Do you just drop and squeal and then move on.......?

As a mother, I have had the lovely experience X3 of living through such a stage with three very independent persistent strong natured boys- don't know where they get it, wink, wink. Sadly so, I have to admit, I still indulge in the luxury from time to time and have not outgrown it......Been on the receiving end of many others throwing tantrums but loved them anyway........So, when in the public arena and subjected to the outburst, how is one to know if this is just One of Those moments or the individual has those moments always?

Does it matter? Should It matter? Sometimes we fragile humans need a blow valve but best not be a regular way of coping.......When we are socially inappropriate as a way of going through life is it just who we are? Is who we are no matter, part of the plan and we just got the bad guy role this script? Doesn't the bad guy take the rap so the good guy can take the glory? Is one better than the other? Aren't both necessary? Who's role is harder?
Is it always that way or do they switch roles?
Is it a matter of choice, who decides, I am what I am......
In this moment, In this lifetime.........

Can we just embrace the good , the bad, the ugly, the beautiful without it needing to be something else?
Can I be a two year old, today? everyday? Can I switch roles and ages and stages and allow others their script?

And Yell, And Love and allow others theirs.......

And it just be OK?

anyway.........

How old am I

in this moment?

in this lifetime?

How old are you

in this moment?

in this lifetime?

Is this ok?