You are Who you are
You Dream What You Dream
Anything less, is withholding from the World
How much You are missing from your life
equals the amount of struggle and strife
In Your Experience
Being fully You is Your Gift to Humanity
Operating any other way is just Insanity
"Be Yourself, Everyone else is already Taken"
It is no longer excusable to be Mistaken
You shall no longer be able to Deny WHO YOU ARE and create False Images of Who You Are Not NOR will you be able to exist peacefully in and with those False Lives or Environments
Manage your Home Frequency or the Frequencies shall Manage You
When you Align, All else does so naturally
gathered on my morning walk
added to my work space
how are you nurturing yourself
and your creations
with vital love flow?
Well, ofcourse you have. All depends on surfing what right? There's surfing the tv, surfing the "net" surfing the refrigerator for something to eat, surfing the room to bait a hook with your pick up line........I think you know what I mean..........
I believe the rambling began actually about the concept of a surfboard and my body on a wave in the water attempting to ride in to shore. The "beachcombers" version of "Catch a wave". Have you ever done THAT kind of surfing? Isn't that the kind of surfing we do each moment of each day in one way or multiple ways at a time?
We are surrounded in waves of energy, we are in a physical body and we are working to obtain a mastery of balancing energies within the ride to make it from one spot to another for the sheer delight of accomplishment.
We have skills and abilities,resources, on many levels that we tap and use, some of them known, some of them not, some of them seen, some of them not. There are physical skills required to move your body with precision and steer the board while keeping balance and motion going on water that is flowing within itself and its motions, there is mental skills and abilities required to keep your thoughts focused on the goal and remain in tune with your body, you have emotions that come into the mix bridging your thoughts and body and can help or deter your attaining your goal or indicating to you how to utilize the bridge and then, spiritually you are feeding the big picture nestled within the information that is being processed through you and from you.
Do you gleen excitement and a rush- your bodies physical chemical reactions to the information flowing from the challenge and excitement of attempting to ride the wave? OR are you perplexed and terrified waiting to either fall off and not drown or glide across the top as quickly and unobstructed as possible to touch sand again? And what of all the emotions that flooded in the process?
Now even if you aren't a "surfer" on the ocean tides, you are a surfer.......If you have mastered some area that you are drawn to naturally you can use those abilities and apply them to developing other waves and systems of surfing, yes?
The current astrological energies are offering up tides of watery release in an attempt to Help out the process of letting go of what is not in alignment (opening space) with your next adventures. GO deep,go wide, open up, accept the assistance,ease up on the mind insistance, all systems in balance. Nurture yourself, receive nurturing, be gentle with self and others, loosen up on resistance, drink lots of fluids, acknowledge and accept ALL emotions generated without attachment to judgement or what it means, free flow, enjoy soothing water in and over All your bodies, breathe.........
Now, put All the elements together utilizing your creativity, innovative ideas, imaginations, New creational desires, TURN IT UP A NOTCH, ENJOY- Life on natural steriods, hahahaaa................
you can click the lower right corner cc to choose English if you want......
it's funny watching all things come into full view, the pieces and connections forming the product which was unknown yet so beautifully put together.
and actually, when Everything Is "wrong" you will experience your True Nature quicker, or get caught in the Drama web of distractions.......
For those of you that know me personally-a few- think I am crazy or severely disillusioned,or as my brother put it "Nerves of Steel". Everything in my life has been so fucked up for so long, yet , like the energizer bunny, I just keep going.
The great story of Job archetype has seemed to favorite it's energies within my existence........I've learned to view this from an empowered position rather than as a victim, learning opportunity with the ever available opportunities haahaaha, said between belly grabbing laughter AND cleansing tears, (multiple emotional processing, a new skill learned) and is very humorous as my mom recently pointed out in a shared conversation, "Hey, you are Laughing and Crying, how are you feeling?" and between giggly sobs I said, Yes, I don't think you really want the truth......",Now I am multi-tasking my emotional processes, Efficiency, Double up........
Yet, like in the video it seems I keep dancin and singing the tune, well, ok, a little honesty here, I do have moments of despair, anger, confusion, but, "for the most part",average it out ok,don't forget to figure in the multiples as singles :)........, as my brother puts it"You love life"and seem to have an unsually big pooper scooper". I guess we come equipped with the essential tools for our tasks.............Hahaaaaaa
Seriously, I have given birth to three sons, each delivery natural, with some hectic moments- when you see terror in your doctor's eyes and hear tones of panic in his voice, you realize "Houston, we have a problem........" Sometimes our tolerance level can be so high that we don't even know we are operating beyond Human capacity here and other times our tolerance level can be well, non-existent..........
Our greatest strengths can be our greatest weakness, awareness and management are Essential,yet when our Spirit flows freely through our experiences it can be self transcendent and to the "average" human experience beyond illusions or delusional...........When is So right SO wrong and SO Wrong,So Right?
Are you giving enough Space for Your Spirit Flow regardless of what others inform you of how your life should go? And how you should be viewing things and reacting according to their view of what they see and when is what another sees helpful to your own blindsight, when is your blindsight a strength or a weakness? "Ignorance is bliss,or Bliss is ignorance........"If you are truly living your True Nature - enlightened- remaining In Light of it, isn't that the goal? In the world yet not of the world, yet we ascribe to attaining it but when one is living it.........I think you know what I mean...................
Once during an unusually High Stress situation I was boppin along while those around me were, well, to put it nicely, Loosin it........No judgement friends..........There was a production quota of a Very important job shipment for a Very important client with High Stakes for a shaky, well, I think you know what I mean........The "Boss" came over and asked, "What the Hell are you doing"? Still, smiling I said, "What do you mean?" "Boss" says, "I don't think you seriously understand the seriousness of this situation!", I said(Yep, you guessed it) "Seriously?!" Boss,nostrils flaring and spit blessing my face: "Look, I need.........." I put up my hand, "Slow down, I finished my share you gave me and am helping (so and so, no names here) meet their quoto......" "So, seriously, leave me to my fun so I can help someone else" Back to my dancing I went.So, as you are dancing along your day and people think What the hell is his/her problem, which is reflectively their problem.......Maybe it's not what's wrong with them, but what's right with them and wrong with me or maybe, non judgement presents absolutely nothing,no response,no reaction, free flowing energies,nothing stuck, nothing held,Fluidly moving "free about the cabin"..............
Embodied spirit, high vibration energy is often mis -understood, as the interpretations are for the observer not about the observed and quotos truly transcending Human capacity, JOYFULLY.................
and the Mother that each of us walks upon........
Standing at a literal fork in the road. To the left is a straight way ,fairly clear and evident what is seen. To the right, well,there is a curve and obscured vision of what is "there". So, how adventurous are you feeling? Which Path do you want to be steering?
We are being led to "believe" that we have free will and Choice and that when you reach a certain age you get to be in charge. We assume that people's lives are a result of their choices. Their experiences and circumstances are a result of choices they have made. When you become independent and your now an "adult" you get to live the consequences of your choices. Until you move out of your family home- whatever that situation may look like, you believe you are limited and the consequences and experiences you have are not your choice but imposed requirements ,obligations, expectations ,reward or punishment manipulations,no ability to influence the options available or open new options. Some of us never really see life any other way. We re-create this condition over and over again. Some of us rebel this from an early age and continue living this rebellion over and over again. Some of us mature and become responsible and choose wisely and considerately, a socially responsible version of the first scenario over and over again. Some of us free willers go on "believing" we are choosing according to our wants and others can just get over it..... Some of us wouldn't dream of being so self absorbed and deny our choices, take'n one for the team........ I think you know what I mean........
Now, what's the difference between choice and decision? A webster definition may be: Choice:
an act of selecting or making a decision when faced with two or more possibilities, Decision:a conclusion or resolution reached after consideration,Free-will: the power of acting without the constraint of necessity or fate; the ability to act at one's own discretion. Three different versions with subtle variations as to the art of choosing. Just as with any art comes discernment which involves the skills of both your analytical,measuring,comparing faculties(left) and your visioning,imaginal faculties(right-no, not correct,silly) and the space for development. It is assumed again that these skills and abilities (which can be developed and natural to most) are earned according to age and privilege,experience.Again, however often limited to outside influences with punishment and reward weighing heavily (outside authority). Is there a class required in general education that teaches this art of choosing or offers developing this natural ability without reward or punishment?
Back to the literal fork in the road. Your choice or decision based on your free will ability in the situation may be hindered by previous visits to this site(knowing what both sides holds because you have been here before,experience,past,pre conceived knowledge,filter),time constraint and or goal or achievement(I'm just walking my hour walk today,I need to get to the park which is to the left,I'm not interested in finding out what might be to the right,my walking partner prefers and refuses to participate in going right,future projection) or a big Universal nudge overriding your human impulse,desires (The park ranger puts a horse up to the left and says road closed for today or to the left you see a bear who is watching you or take a step to the left and your knee gives out synchronicity, or, I think you know what I mean).............
Which brings me to yet another subtle or maybe at times not so subtle influence on the art of choice: Your life agenda viewed from your personal identity and your larger soul being. Again, here some people do not verge out of the limited version of any other part of "their being" other than personal identity and what I want now urges. Mind you I am asking that you see a choice can have many factors and influences some known some not,some realized and considered in awareness some not,some from a limited perspective some from expanded. There can be constraints,and internal constraints , physical, emotional, mental, spiritual,societal,family,group of affiliation, I think you know what I mean.......
Some may believe your life is of your own making, if you work hard enough at something you want bad enough then you will get it and you will be satisfied when you get it and you won't be satisfied until you get it and all of your choices are made with this funnel vision regardless of anything else. Yet, there are many sharing their stories that proves just the contrary to this theory in life. There are others that are teaching that we are hard wired for our life experiences and that we will have them and learn our lessons no matter what or until it kills us....... Hahaa maybe that's just another version of the first I don't know. I guess that could explain the discontent of many people, the stories I am encountering of people just feeling like it doesn't matter what they do or disconnect from doing ,things have just "gone to hell in a hen basket!" are utter chaos and out of control. The method to the madness of the art of choice making has become blurred and the cause and affect has become elusive and the collective choosing and institutionalized ,systematic and constructive order is not functioning and we are in need of refining our art.
Our children have felt our unsettled attempts at living and reaping the rewards, they are wise and not separated and operate from the unity field of interconnection, disengaging from the outer world,sustaining from their inner worlds. As we force this dying field upon their re birthing field we are not utilizing the resources they have to offer the solution. We are killing ourselves and taking the future with us. The future isn't here to save us, the only saving is to die of the old, let it go, re birth in the New, connect to the interconnected field our children are naturally apart of and stop trying to go against the tide or re create the old tide.
When choice, free will, decisions, and Destiny collide,will you let go and re join the flow or will you hide or force stride?we.............
Subscribe to RSS Feed Notification Click above