PING PONG

One would think that some things in life are just designed that you can't do alone, yet you can't do with another till you have done it alone? Some things better done with two I have mastered pretty well at one, mmmmmm? Aren't we all ONE? Really, I'm always sooo confused.....or speaking in paradox.......peculiar Funny, or haaha Funny? I did say Funny, but which funny is it? People say, through holding their gut, Susan, you are soooo funny, really? I say, through my ever so serious, no I really mean serious, reply, how so ? I don't even know when I'm being funny! So , I quickly cover with,yep another (intentional) funny, like, do you mean funny looking or funny smelling? WHeww, think they noticed I'm serious? I can exhaust myself with ping pong, mental ping pong, emotional ping pong, spiritual ping pong, and yes, even sometimes, physical ping pong - Don't ask me to explain.........We Are All Multi-dimentional......

Seems I can do the back and forth dance with ease and grace, dignity on my face....... What is that power animal Coyote? The trickster who lightens us up with teaching yet usually manages to confuse self in the process......Meem Meep..... Or was that beep, beep? Oh well, confused again.......Good thing for a sense of humor, I think it must be in here somewhere, what, oh I'm sooo funny.........

What was I thinking when I signed up to be a Pisces? Or , was I just thrown in as a joke, on myself? Or for others entertainment ....mmmmmmm? Coyote maybe? What appears a great weakness can be our greatest strength, depending on the angle? You think you have a problem waking up to your true nature, how do you think I feel, when I'm sure I found myself, I realize uh oh, it's somebody else that I took on, so they can see but boy, do I get confused easily........I must be in here somewhere, oh yeah, we are all One so, why bother......People are usually surprised after interacting with me to finally meet me, with a confused look and a shake of the head, they mutter, I didn't peg you as a brunette....What do you think they mean? haahaa, time for bleach.....Jusk kidding, really!

Pinging between Confusion (in the moment, nothing is clear) and Paradox (thought provoking the mind upside down) dual veil of illusion and "reality" I have a brief, and mean brief, instant of relief with the insight, ever so quickly, of the etherlands of home and am calmed in knowing and regain the attempt to find balance similar to the one constant purity and truth. To reveal truth, you must not believe you know it first, yet can not be seperated from it permanately, just fleeting moments of forgeting. Just remember Really?, sometimes so profound and confusing,Amused or A Muse?  yet All is One, right? Great Game, match?