Just a few short weeks ago this hosta was just a thin line of green that I walked hurridly past to get inside away from the cold outside. I remember passing quickly and thinking little buds, signs of Spring, ahhh soon, warmer days.
I took a picture of the plant each day, I know, the impulses I have bewilder even me;eventually leading me to relevant insights, added pieces of awareness and.......well, if nothing else amusement that somewhere there will be a connection someday. (Everything is significant,the significance of everything and the connections are always revealed). Times that by a gazoodle and you see what an average day in my shoes is like, haaaa, anyway I won't bore you with the accumulated photos or even the one today. I think you can see me looking at the collection surrounding me and watching me drop into the deep space of wonder and child like curiosity (a frequent state of existence through my eyes :) ) and ask out loud, ok, Now, let's have our conversation and you share with me, what is the message in the expanding science experiment that you want to imulse me in? Please, talk to me...... Joining with the pictures, the plant, my many pieces of being, expanding this to wider and wider energies, relaxing in playful expectation yet quieting the surface senses and communications, feeling the electricity and heat touching the edges of my receptors,softening to the pulsing sensation of in, out, in, out wider, in, out, Ok, I think you know what I mean(you did feel it though didn't you?). I Know there is a transfer exchanging even though I am not able to yet translate the conversation I give thanks and gratitude for the profound sharing with reverence. I sit still in the warm bath of energies swirling and the high pitches flipping in and out of one ear, then the other and I breathe, slow, deep and deliberate. I wait to give it time to fully engage within my sphere of life, like a hot steamy cup of water brewing and infusing with a tea bag that will be a delicious drink soon, offering itself to be ingested and utilized sustaining my being, so that I may share. Opening to messages with intent and purpose can be time intensive and overwhelming if you don't focus to the messages that are relevant to you and your path. Learning discernment and filtering is where following your passions comes in handy. When you open to the wonder of communications that are EVERYWHERE around you might be ok in the initial romancing stage yet, in order to build a deep intimate satisfying experience you must have a container/relationship and follow your guidance as to what to hold on to and follow and what to let pass through. This plant exercise is revealing itself to me in many areas of my life and understanding of myself, my relationships, my planet and its relationships,and how this reflects outward still to other planets, other universe, in and out, in and out wider still, I know, I know you understand...... I walk around the row of ever expanding hostas some dual colored some solid greens, yet all already at least a foot and half round mounds that seem to become fuller and fuller with leaves expanding out from the center rows on top of eachother all summer til they wither from the cold of winter and peek out again next Spring......... The lost art of our ancestors, the ability to absorb living know ledge information rather than accumulating knowledge; Interacting with the relevant always available information rather than seeking and paying for what others say you need. Interacting with life and the wisdom it offers us in each moment in so many ways rather than goal line credentialed school living. I value education, full living education, solid basic foundation backed with the confidence and reasoning to open and interact with the superhighway living library.Will you eat the paper in your books when you are hungry? Will that sustain you?
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