Are you wILLING or Willing? Is Playing an Option?

Willing: deliberate intention or wish, declared mental focus
Willing: the process of choice, acceptance, tolerance, consenting, done freely



Objective definition Subjective definition ,external meaning, internal meaning. Balancing and using the constructs and tools accordingly, cooperatively, honoring the Value of  All equally, exclusively inclusive yet not inclusively exclusive, avoiding over focus or under focus, interdependent. Like the three bears, this bed is too soft, this bed is too hard, ahhhh , this bed is just right, comfortable night, night…….

Can we just comfortably sleep or have we agreed to the wake ups?
Freedom (movement-ability to move, the core of all life) is our response ability (choosing response rather than mechanically reacting, directly affecting the response ability of All else).   We choose how we will respond not necessarily what we are responding to (UGHHH) however, what we respond to is dependent upon our responses (Really?!) . It is intertwined within a circular movement. Hence the planetary shape of the circle (form/construct) and how we manage universally (spiral) within the construct/ Living Full Circle Opening to the Spiral, Returning to the Circle, Opening to the Spiral, the natural expand/contract pulsation of Life coursing through each living cell. How healthy a cell maintains and expands is directly affected by it’s communications with other cells within the system (form/construct) it is operating in and the system of operation is as healthy and expansive directly affected by the communications with the cells within the system, interdependent. Adaption-sustaining,Thriving-Expansion,Dying-Contraction,Existance-Life-Movement-Freedom. How healthy the Earth is directly affected by how healthy it’s cells are directly affected by how healthy it’s systems are directly affected by the inhabitant ‘s (the human family, the animal family, the plant family, each person within the human family, each of the bodies within the person’s systems………..)within the systems which are directly affected by the health of those systems which are directly affected by the health of the cells within those systems (contracted within) and how healthy the universal systems affected by how healthy the planets within the systems and the systems within the systems affected how healthy the other universal systems within the universal systems(expanded outward) affecting within and without and and  I think you know what I mean…………interconnected, interdependent, movement-effectiveness directly affected by communications. Which way is the Parade going today? Who is in charge and which Parade is moving in what direction? And WHY?

Go Left, No Right, No Back , NO Forward……..We did that yesterday, It didn’t work well, So, maybe it will today? Maybe it won’t, don’t know till we try, let’s not, let’s try this………Can you feel the movement? The Dance……Sometimes smooth and graceful, other times choppy and tugging. This brings to mind a visual of the memory of an experience I had at a workshop(once the event is processed fully and lesson integrated the memory recall is clean and will not cause any emotional charge to re live, yet may be recalled and re interpreted from other perspectives, see, we can pause for commercials in writing too not just tv or pop ups on the internet……). There were about fifty of us in a large carpeted ballroom. There were large speakers and an assortment of music used. The carpet had geometrical shapes within shapes and boxed outlines squares shapes within several large sections within a large outside square encompassing the whole construct/form. There were several variations of exercises that were played out for several hours with using small groups of people in sections and the whole group with the largest section as well as using different styles and tempos of music and some using our voices or body language or mind thoughts or combo’s there off. One of  my favorite‘s was  Mind Intention as the communication orchestrating the Dance. So we started with a slower tempo of music and moved about freely to the music, each of us doing our own dance being mindful to be safe with the others doing their dance so as to not cause bodily harm to each other. Then pickup up the pace all the while only able to focus our mind on the intentions of the directions we were going to move , responding to the other’s movement’s based on their mind projections of their intentions of their movement’s. Then we expanded this to include only walking along the sections to the tempo of the music and projecting our mind intention of our direction and navigating our intentions with the intentions of other’s. As the tempo increased and bent on my focused intention one particular individual continued to challenge me on not moving from my intended direction so I sensing the impending confrontation sidestepped around yet this person continued to “get in my space” and challenge me by not moving. Well, the smirk on his face indicated to me a Power Play! MMM, what the ?? Clearly I was enjoying the original game, what is this about? Unnecessary aspect of Play, I don‘t like it that way………??(I have enough challenge managing my own power let alone playing with someone else’s or worse, letting them play mine).
I continued to submit and avert the collision and he continued to Play his way. I found another section and started over and, yep, there he came smiling in My direction yet again?!………So, I increased my projection of mind intention of MY Direction and added, this Time I Will NOT budge from my course, YOU MOVE. Sensing from the out bursting laugh (we were not supposed to be communicating any other way than with our mind!, cheater) I Knew he got the mind message however we both came to a screeching halt as we bumped bodies and tried not to fall to the ground from the impact!  As the other’s stopped moving and decided to watch the two of us, I  Stood Solidly folding my hands across my chest, red faced and firey eyes, lips pursed, standing face to face (well, if he can communicate with more than just the mind, so can I). Clearly, NOT enjoying the Play……Though,  I realized, the stand off had created an amusing show. I stood there, He stood there. I upped my mind focus, he began to laugh. I remained standing there for several minutes while he laughed and the others watched.  I erased all the others and simply continued to focus my mind. What’s that, Taurus the Bull,? What Next? You didn’t play fair! Who’s in Charge here? Where is the Bigger Plan? Has the conductor left the orchestra?  I requested my Higher Self and asked, Did I do this? Can We UnDo This? I relaxed into receptive state and was guided to  walk off to the side of the large outside rectangle and sit down. I’m Not Playing anymore, Not moving anywhere, Leave Me Alone, was my self reply yet my Self was silent……..Is that Game Over or A New Game? I wish once in a harry while my Self would be a bit more Direct in the Message, or had She?………

How often in the course of our day do we bump into some Willful situation? When it becomes clear that  the only way through the situation is to be willing to release your will ?Do you do so without feeling the need to reassert your Will somewhere else? Do you trust that the Big Plan adjust accordingly to continue Life-Movement-Freedom-unfolding? Do you become a vigilante walking around feeling justified to Right the Wrongs? Do you take the internal battle of your own personal Will against your Higher Personal Divine Will and project it outward to battle with other‘s? Willful individuals refusing to be Willing with their Divine Self to ease their Will of self? Is this the Core struggle of Power reflected outward in our Earth experience? The breakdown of communications and dis ease among All systems? Can we have Power With rather than Power Over or Under? How do we manage Our Power with other’s who have not balanced their Own Power? If each individual within the system managed this Balancing of willing and willing would there Be Peace within ALL the Systems? Is  Free Will (self) over Willingly Free (Self) EVER workable? Is that The Illusion? Forget and Remember, Forget and Remember, part of the Game?  Is the orchestra playing the sound of Divinely Human, Humanly Divine to balance All Life Movement, Freedom reflected within All Systems?  Is the Bigger Picture Always Fair, even when the smaller picture isn‘t? Do we need to separate the two to keep playing? Once blended what is the New Game? Can the game continue with a division of participants or is it required to fuel the game? If participants aren’t playing will  the Game continue?  Is the Real Game simply Life-Movement-Freedom self-sustaining eternally regardless of the players? Who’s in charge of this Parade, can I change Parade’s?  Have I forgotten, or remembered? Is playing an Option?  Can I just sleep comfortably ?