Slumbering but Snoring

Well, it took some doing but I was able to find a space and sit in stillness, relax into it (best as I could LOL)breathe deeply,resist the urges to become productive and yes, ironically find a "new" productive. As well as, repeat it, hahaa Repeat, yes repeat........(see previous post for the AhHa). Sometimes in life as unproductive as we may appear in the moment, it can often times yield unimaginable harvests. I think farming/gardening may have mastered these dormant phases,mmm an area to investigate. So much to integrate, the energies not yet finding words,however, a contentness, peacefullness, assuredness,maybe trusting in surrendering process.......can be achieved,ok, maybe I should breathe a bit hear.

See that is what this seems like, a scene of a beautiful glass-like surface of a slow moving river, there is a constant life force flowing yet it is not necessarily obvious to the eyes,just felt in understanding,that there is more going on than what I see, think, hear, or can put into words.....But, fail you not, by the end of exploration I shall provide the detailed explanations,LOL . Yep, I'm still there simmering under the slumber and snoring a bit to remind, me, you?
I have already been receiving inspirations of the changes that I would like to express on  these pages as we change from the first month of this shift making year to the second month. A bit of a snoring fit,restless rustling, and then, ugh, back to the slumbering, I mean "new" productiveness.