Selective rememberance of Pain

Pain: feel your body tense and your face contort as you hear, see, feel the word Pain and all of the associations that run through your thoughts generated by your mind in response to the word? There are ALL kind of Pain experiences, different types of pain, physical, mental, emotional,spiritual,imagined,self created,inflicted,societal,personal,gender,cultured..........I think you know what I mean.

Recently my son had a birthday, I awoke at his delivery time and my body hurt, it took awhile before I could associate the body memories with the mind memories and produce the awareness of deep pains that were buried and surfaced as a result of the arrival of my son's birthday. I know, I know, I have three son's and it happens on each of their birthday's and every time I have an amnesia release of whatever residues are ready to be let go off that I may not even realize or maybe are just naturally there as a result of the birthing process as a woman and maybe even collectively. I know I said..........

Work with the mystic that is me. Maybe you can relate to other types of significant experiences of aniversaries of deaths or marriage or divorce or graduations or, I think you get what I mean..........

All I'm saying is that it is energy and it needs an outlet to be processed and released and if you happen to be a shared container then, well, work with the energy and let go of the logistics. When we avoid, repress, supress, deny, cut off from these powerful energies we may find other blow off valves without any understandings so.............

It's not about the Pain, it's about the message beneath the Pain, the Pain dissipates quickly if we open to it fully, release it fully, like the water and the wind, naturally........Emotional management responsibly, I'm used to the comment about the Windy City living- Don't like the weather? Wait a few minutes it will be different - kinda like my emotional processing. Hahaaaa, can't blame a gal for trying........

Speaking of naturally- I have been noticing a connection between days when there are many X configurations of trails in the sky and plumets in the temperatures. MMMMMMMM? Awareness......Painfull