Last Morning of 2012

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How did You spend the last morning of 2012?






With my dog hogging the bed, as usual but keeping me snuggly warm :) and my cat's warm and obscene purring on my heart,wrapped in my two quilts and PJ's under my two sweatshirts I peeled my self from my embedded tomb long enough to grab a mug of French Vanilla coffee and head back under covers.......
You think maybe it is time to get serious about moving to a warmer climate? Though I truly love the changing seasons and the beauty of each maybe a visit rather than stay would be a better way? Any way, tangent astray there is more important to say........

Back to the warm part. All three re-snuggled in place,from this cozy place there are things to embrace. I look at my cat swirled around my chest with a delicious expression on her face, bliss, may describe it, so warm and purring overwhelmingly,she squints at me (like cats do, as if to say full of attitude, I know you're looking at me but really, don't disturb me!).Hard to believe just a few hours ago I jumped from bed to go break up the terrifying sounds of her attacking the other cat. Or, just a few hours before even that when she hissed and spat as my son walked past her. Is she a reflection of me or what? I mean some moments so incredibly gentle,loving,and tender, and the next, Look Out! I remember saying to one of my teachers this year, so intently serious (as I usually am,while others find it so humerous,I Don't) with a rumpled face and my impatients evident- Really, I am so frustrated trying to find my sweet spot between Fire and Water at peace! (this comment Severely multidimensional) SPAT,SPAT and then just as quickly my face changed to reflect the sad guilt of confusion when he simply shook his head from side to side and let out a little chuckle and BIG sigh? I still don't understand completely what he was saying without words but I suppose, on some level I really heard it loud and clear.....
Being a Pisces sun sign and Aquarious moon sign with a rising Aries in first house ascendent. Did I really Just Say that? Two fish swimming in opposite directions,Fire and Water, Age of Pisces -Old,Age of Aquarious-New, any wonder why being One is such a battle of Two? LOL,without involving anyone else in the fued,heeehee What a mix bag of tricks I be.....
Needless to say, I'm reflecting on 2012 the scenes of the movie sliding through my awareness. The happy, the sad, the joy, the anger, the Reality of each and every moment. The twists and turns and off road adventures.The Learning,LEARNING, and yes more learning. The EXPERIENCES!!!The people,places,things,the lessons and pains,and gains that each brings......The opening of heart, the closings and re openings, the excitements,the healings, forgiveness of some and Mostly ME,the FEELINGS!!! The false starts, the endings, the windings in this direction then that and then the BackTrack!
I am Grateful for it ALL and before I pack it away in the Cabinet Marked 2012 in the file to the right at the end of the hall,I believe it's time to jump out of bed for one last call,what damage can I do to end TwoThousandOneTwo Before it fades away tucked safely in memory and I start a New Play, In a New Way,New Year, New Cycle -1 a Fresh Day,Blank Canvas Waiting A New Creation......Spat,Spat,Smile,Lights dim the the curtains sway, a moment of silence just before the Spotlight clicks ON!
In deep love,gratitude,awe,wonder,joy and reverance- NAMASTE!

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