Big Pain, Big Love

I am on my knees. My white knuckles are grabbing my shoulders as I cry out,
my breath a heave,please,please,send repreave! With each news release...
I apologize, gulping tears,
uncontrolable body shaking ,inconsolable
Voice quivering and screaching:
 HEAR MY PLEAS,
 PLEASE,PLEASE,PLEASE!!!

Forgive me in my human fragility,
Forgive me my confused faith
My judgement be replaced
with compassion seeping through my raw torn heart.
My mind can not comprehend
my emotions are on a wild rampant course seeking release
my body numb with shock
my spirit holding me rocking
huming a sweet melody.

I throw my hands in the air, I plead,
take this and fast! We require instant Big Love!
I do not wish to retaliate. I do not wish to obliterate or deliberate or justify or pry or analyze WHY!
No shame or blame or fame or repressed to tame or claim lame and insane , this too is humane? or Human or not, I must accept it as is, all the same.

How can events occur? I do not need to further deter... the Absolute Truth : I am he, I am each and each is me. I see, I feel, I think, I Believe, I Live, It is real, indeed no seperation to conceal.
I am one human with the same capacity, all with the same capacity as me. I ask with humility, Please, I Hand this over to you to heal. This Big Pain, so huge, but I do not refrain, my cry not in vain, for all is Sacred.
 But, this, this one not to be handled in seperation and delusion, fear and retribution. My small self can not hold, no matter how bold, I completely surrender to you to enfold.

I honor and appreciate the courageous messengers on missions, No Victims.

Wrap us all in your embrace
No More Trauma to the Human Race!
Deliver peace, love, harmony, honor in its place!

      Big Love Big Grace
bestow the smiles back to our face

All restored in Divine Pace

integrated wholeness
          replace

             ace

       Divine Grace

    Big Pain,Big Love